Diary, thoughts

7 Stupid Thoughts As A Diary Writer!

To all the daily diary writers out there, occasional diary writers, once a year writers, and lastly the “no diary writers” !! heyy! how you doing? 😛hqdefault dsc_0436
I fall under the category of occasional diary writers.. 😛 occasional can be as many as 7 times a week to once a month.. 😛
As a diary writer these are the things i do,think and feel.. 😛
Number 1!! – “Where do i hide this diary today?” 
– i am constantly thinking on places to hide my diary to keep it safe from the hands of my parents, friends, siblings, and roommates!

2) “I am too tired today.. ill write it tomorrow..”
– I always postpone writing my diary entries everyday! sometimes when i am emotionally disturbed i write everyday..:P  but other than that once a week is MY “occasion” ..! 😛

3) “I don’t think i should write bout this in my diary..what if someone accidentally reads it?!” 
– many times i tend to leave a few things unwritten in my diary. extremely embarrassing things! what if someone ends up reading my diary?? i reconcile with myself that “its okay if i don’t write this, it ll stay as a secret and just die with me”.. 😛

4) “i have to write everything in this diary..i need to be loyal and honest with it” 
– many times i think i shouldn’t write embarrassing things, while other times i think to myself that i need to be honest with my diary and if not it ll not support me.. ( umm.. this may feel retarded..and i know it’s not a real person.. 😛 ) 

5) I pretend my diary is an actual person who is listening to me and who doesn’t judge me for anything.. (sometimes it also ends up advising me xD )
– i always think my diary is an actual person.. which is why i rant about everything in it..”everything” :3 even the most stupidest things like how much i miss my old friends, cursing that “stupid bitch”, and about how i didn’t get my share of chocolate from my brother!! I still never get my share of chocolate 😥 but i love chocolates!! (yeah never ever do the mistake of reading my diary.. )

6) I make lists of things…(most of which i don’t do.. ) 😛 
– I make the lists of things i wish to do or i have to do. Things i need to follow. And end up not following most of them. (you know like new year resolutions?? )

7) I am surprised as hell when i read my older entries! 
– I don’t usually turn the pages of my diary to read my old entries but when i do, it feels like a 6 year old had written the diary. I rant about all random things. I promise myself to never rant, but end up doing the same. I regret so many of my decisions, am compelled to tear out a few pages, end up crying for most part, and finally end up overthinking.. ufff! 😛
These are my thoughts as a diary writer..Did i miss something out? What are your thoughts about diary writing? let me know in the comment! 🙂 keep smiling! thank you!! 🙂

Dance, Life

Search Those Lanterns of Happiness In your Darkness!!

Why do we hate the world and many of the people in it?
Because the world is a really cruel place to live in, its not fair to anyone. It tries to take advantage of all your weaknesses. It takes every opportunity to pull you down, drag you to the start and make you run all the way ahead, but its not satisfied with that yet, its jealous of all the things you achieve. :/
So it holds a large magnet of problems at the start and makes every step you take use up all the energy you have. and when you reach halfway to your goal it pulls out the magnet, you are so happy, satisfied and when you run 10 steps ahead it comes back with 2 large magnets and you grab at everything on the way back.. but nothing can help you stay. 😥
The start is like darkness the more you stay ..the more it eats every last thing inside of you.. hope…courage.. and perseverance. and when it exhausts you it throws you 3/4th close to your goal. but whats in you to walk those few more steps? nothing? so you choose the easier part. the path which is soo easy to walk.. the way back into darkness. so you walk back into the hungry darkness with no other choice and you choose to die. You’ll be nothing more than the ash in the water or the dust in the wind…..
Life is unfair! But remember you always, always have a choice, an option which is better than all the easier options that you can see. Life is all kinds of partial, it provides happiness to some while it deprives the rest. It likes to play this game likes to make us beg, cry and suffer for everything that we had and lost..
choose the better choice and be happy!  🙂
Find the lanterns of happiness in your darkness! :*
keep smiling! 🙂 and thank you for reading through! 🙂

“You know how to dance in sunlight when everything is going fine, but you have to learn to dance in darkness when the sun is gone and nothing is going well.”

Life, Smile

Worries in life are like a Glass of Water you hold?

Shatter your glass of worries!
Shatter your glass of worries!

Why is a smile soo important? what can it change? these were the questions a friend of mine (who helped me start this blog) asked me after reading the first post, and i said “you ll see in the next post”. (i was so happy i have at least one follower 😛 ).
I actually googled “smile” :P. (idk what i was thinking 😛 )
“A smile is a facial expression formed primarily by flexing the muscles at the sides of the mouth.” (yeah! i think i can become a smile scientist 😛 )
People smile when they are happy ( like duh! ) and also seeing a person smile makes you smile back, chemically (yeah i’m talking all the hormones!!) making you happy!

Read this short story-
Once a psychology professor walked around on a stage while teaching stress management principles to a auditorium of students.  As she raised a glass of water, everyone expected they’d be asked the typical “glass half empty or glass half full” question.  Instead, with a smile on her face, the professor asked, “How heavy is this glass of water I’m holding?”

Students shouted out answers ranging from eight ounces to a couple pounds.

She replied, “From my perspective, the absolute weight of this glass doesn’t matter.  It all depends on how long I hold it.  If I hold it for a minute or two, it’s fairly light.  If I hold it for an hour straight, its weight might make my arm ache a little.  If I hold it for a day straight, my arm will likely cramp up and feel completely numb and paralyzed, forcing me to drop the glass to the floor.  In each case, the weight of the glass doesn’t change, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it feels to me.”

“Your stresses and worries in life are very much like this glass of water.  Think about them for a while and nothing happens.  Think about them a bit longer and you begin to ache a little.  Think about them all day long, and you will feel completely numb and paralyzed – incapable of doing anything else until you drop them.” 🙂

Drop your worries! and use a smile to help you drop them, cause there’s nothing more easier than to smile to change your world!! 
Also remember the pain you are going through right now, is an important part of molding your mind to be stronger. Smile!! 🙂 trust me its worth it! 🙂

“Life is beautiful only for those who know how to celebrate the pain” ! 🙂 🙂

Dance, Life, Smile

“You’re never fully dressed without a smile!” :D

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Hii! This is blossomedheart and here i am with my first post. 🙂
Why did i create this blog? i asked myself and i this is what i ended up with-  i created this blog because i wanted to express myself to a wider world? maybe. Because i was bored?? nah!
I wanted to let the world know that no matter what goes on in your life dont forget to smile? yeah! Show life you can do well even when you have problems! 😉 (take that life! here’s a smile to your effort on screwing up my life, which went in vain! ha!)
i write bout things , umm what things you ask? –   Any topic that randomly comes up on my mind (i promise it wont be stupid– im gonna write bout life and stuff) or if any of you readers ask me to write on one. 🙂
Have any of you heard the song – “you’re never fully dressed without a smile” by Sia?  if not hear to it right now! its something that ll get you to start a day well and its also my inspiration.. 🙂
thank you!! for reading through this post! 🙂 i appreciate it a lot! If i need to improve on anything please let me know in the comments.. 🙂
How often do You leave your house without a smile? 🙂