Death, india, Life, Love, thoughts, Uncategorized


It’s not always heartbreaking perfect rains

and a soothing cup of coffee,

sometimes it’s devastatingly dangerous hurricanes

and bodies left breathless.

Busy, Life


Okay! so there’s this major reason that i dont update often: i make my mind to think this-  im busy!! I don’t have time!! ( also why i never complete my projects on time- ha! i always have a doctors appointment when i have to submit things. :3 ) (also why i suck at life!! wow! )
these are somethings that just “make” me busy –

1) People who annoy me– This includes a whole lot of people like people who text me on Facebook or whatsapp asking for the “homework” we have to do, or “assignments” we have to submit! ( like psshh go get a life! ITS SOCIAL MEDIA!) Don’t even dare to bother me with your self centered rants! and people who text trying to make small talk and fail at it!

2) When I am actually doing nothing– i m busy every time when I’m doing absolutely nothing. ( :3 ) like just generally thinking about life or my stupid crushes, what if I was a billionaire? what if I was the president of India? what if I became superwoman for a day!? (i ❤ her!!) what if I die tomorrow? does this guy like me or what? what if I could like rewind in life? why does my life suck? etc. 😀

3) When i m doing “stuff”– like stalking random people whom i hardly know (on Facebook,instagram, etc), cooking (which i don’t do..but hey! im generalizing here! 😛 ) ,reading romance novels (disturb me and I cut your head off),dancing around,bathroom singing, eating (yayyy!! food! ) and several other things.

3) When i am Lazying around the house– i’m just cuddled in my couch watching some random teen flick on Romedy Now. Now don’t bother me. shoo!

4) When im soo buried between school and then coaching classes and i don’t even have time to breathe. *lungs give up due to not being able to breathe*

5) When my parents ask me to do something. 😀 😀 (i know everyone is busy at that time!!! ) 

6) When im acting busy coz I dont want to look stupid in public places. (yeah i am this really busy person you see *smirks* )

When am i not busy then?? When i am studying! I would love you to bother me when im studying. Making sure my mom doesn’t notice me calling, texting ,or hanging out (for long hours).
Anything to divert my mind from studying!! 😀
yayyyy! 😛
keep smiling!! 🙂
P.S – hope u liked my post! 😛 thanks for reading!! keep smiling always!! 🙂


Death, Life, Love


This is a poem i was inspired to write after reading “SING ME TO SLEEP- BY ANGELA MORRISON” Its the most beautiful book i ve ever read!

I trusted you to take me home,
away from the darkness of the night.
The night I love so much more,
and yet I choose to hide.

And you asked me to sing you to sleep,
as the new dawn for you –arises.
You closed your eyes with a flutter,
your chest as motionless as the night,
You left me alone for the ride back home,
no one to kiss me goodnight.
You left me alone to drink that coffee I made-
for you, before you were gone.

You left me alone and now noone,
to sing ‘me’ to sleep tonight.
I need someone to hold me back,
stroke my hair and hold my hand,
so who’ll sing me to sleep now:
now that you are completely gone?

So I’ll take me home and sleep tight
and I’ll sing myself to sleep tonight…
cause that’s where I know you’ll come
to see me slowly close my eyes.

As you hold me closer to your heart,
and you kiss me with all your soul
and then we sing that song together…
We sing us to sleep… forever…
And I learn that love can haunt you forever,
like a beautiful aching song…

– blossomed heart.

 You’re the only one I kiss goodnight.

Learning to live without recognition, Life

“Learning to live without recognition”


There was a farmer who had a horse and a goat…..One day, the horse became ill and he called the veterinarian, who said: – Well, your horse has a virus. He must take this medicine for three days. I’ll come back on the 3rd day and if he’s not better, we’re going to have to put him down.

Nearby, the goat listened closely to their conversation. The next day, they gave him the medicine and left. The goat approached the horse and said: – Be strong, my friend.
Get up or else they’re going to put you to sleep!
On the second day, they gave him the medicine and left. The goat came back and said:
Come on buddy, get up or else you’re going to die! Come on, I’ll help you get up.
Let’s go! One, two, three…

On the third day, they came to give him the medicine and the vet said:
– Unfortunately, we’re going to have to put him down tomorrow. Otherwise, the virus might spread and infect the other horses. After they left, the goat approached the horse and said:
Listen pal, it’s now or never! Get up, come on! Have courage! Come on! Get up! Get up!
That’s it, slowly! Great! Come on, one, two, three… Good, good. Now faster, come on…… Fantastic! Run, run more! Yes! Yay! Yes! You did it, you’re a champion!!!

All of a sudden, the owner came back, saw the horse running in the field and began shouting:
It’s a miracle! My horse is cured. We must have a grand** **party. Let’s kill the goat!!!!*
The Lesson:* this often happens in the workplace & life in general . Nobody truly knows which employee or people actually deserves the merit of success & are in fact contributing towards success , or who’s actually contributing the necessary support to make things happen. Be grateful.

If anyone ever tells you that your work is unprofessional, remember:
Amateurs built the Ark [which saved all the species]
professionals built the Titanic [all died tragically] 😀

Flaws, Life, Love, Smile

” Your flaws are perfect for the person who’s meant to love you”

I was brainstorming about what to write in this blog and a friend of mine asked me to write on this guy i like, a guy who cares for me , who gives me reasons to laugh even when i’m not capable of being able to smile (we aren’t dating 😛 ) .
But nah! i think ill just write about the friend. I wanted to dedicate at least one post for this great friend of mine. 🙂 This friend of mine is a very special one- as special as the nutella that is always on my table. (that’s a lot special i shouldn’t be giving him so much importance) 😛 Its been just few months i have known him but one thing i know very well is that he has always been there for me and always will ! 🙂 A friend like him is a rare one to find. (one in a billion as you call it, or a pearl in the ocean..i’m acting like i love him. No i don’t. :P )  🙂 i call him “A2S”. A story that’s better understood only b/w us two. xD
If you are reading, i know you are (cause you are always my first reader. 😥 ) Don’t be flattered!! I don’t love you and all!! You are the best best “guy” friend i ve ever met ( not even “he” is as sweet as you. :3 )
And this friend loves this girl – who according to “people” is not perfect for him. But for him she is his world. They are the cutest couple! She is perfect for him with all her flaws, imperfections, insecurities and all her stupidities. 😛
And the main thing i realized was that- “its all about how your perceive a person” . If a person in your mind is “bad” then no matter how good they are to you, you always end up taking the wrong side of things. You don’t need to “be” perfect for anyone, be yourself and one who sees you with all your flaws is the one who needs to be in your life.  The world is one big mirror, If you look at  it with love- it shows the same image of love, and if you look at it with hate- it shows the image of hate. 🙂 
Look at the world with love and trust me – the world is gonna look back at you with double the amount of love!!
Hope you enjoyed the post! Keep smiling!! Are you ready to change your perception of the world?  🙂 

A collection of flaws make beauty- just the way a collection of stars make a constellation “

Dance, Life

Search Those Lanterns of Happiness In your Darkness!!

Why do we hate the world and many of the people in it?
Because the world is a really cruel place to live in, its not fair to anyone. It tries to take advantage of all your weaknesses. It takes every opportunity to pull you down, drag you to the start and make you run all the way ahead, but its not satisfied with that yet, its jealous of all the things you achieve. :/
So it holds a large magnet of problems at the start and makes every step you take use up all the energy you have. and when you reach halfway to your goal it pulls out the magnet, you are so happy, satisfied and when you run 10 steps ahead it comes back with 2 large magnets and you grab at everything on the way back.. but nothing can help you stay. 😥
The start is like darkness the more you stay ..the more it eats every last thing inside of you.. hope…courage.. and perseverance. and when it exhausts you it throws you 3/4th close to your goal. but whats in you to walk those few more steps? nothing? so you choose the easier part. the path which is soo easy to walk.. the way back into darkness. so you walk back into the hungry darkness with no other choice and you choose to die. You’ll be nothing more than the ash in the water or the dust in the wind…..
Life is unfair! But remember you always, always have a choice, an option which is better than all the easier options that you can see. Life is all kinds of partial, it provides happiness to some while it deprives the rest. It likes to play this game likes to make us beg, cry and suffer for everything that we had and lost..
choose the better choice and be happy!  🙂
Find the lanterns of happiness in your darkness! :*
keep smiling! 🙂 and thank you for reading through! 🙂

“You know how to dance in sunlight when everything is going fine, but you have to learn to dance in darkness when the sun is gone and nothing is going well.”

Life, Smile

Worries in life are like a Glass of Water you hold?

Shatter your glass of worries!
Shatter your glass of worries!

Why is a smile soo important? what can it change? these were the questions a friend of mine (who helped me start this blog) asked me after reading the first post, and i said “you ll see in the next post”. (i was so happy i have at least one follower 😛 ).
I actually googled “smile” :P. (idk what i was thinking 😛 )
“A smile is a facial expression formed primarily by flexing the muscles at the sides of the mouth.” (yeah! i think i can become a smile scientist 😛 )
People smile when they are happy ( like duh! ) and also seeing a person smile makes you smile back, chemically (yeah i’m talking all the hormones!!) making you happy!

Read this short story-
Once a psychology professor walked around on a stage while teaching stress management principles to a auditorium of students.  As she raised a glass of water, everyone expected they’d be asked the typical “glass half empty or glass half full” question.  Instead, with a smile on her face, the professor asked, “How heavy is this glass of water I’m holding?”

Students shouted out answers ranging from eight ounces to a couple pounds.

She replied, “From my perspective, the absolute weight of this glass doesn’t matter.  It all depends on how long I hold it.  If I hold it for a minute or two, it’s fairly light.  If I hold it for an hour straight, its weight might make my arm ache a little.  If I hold it for a day straight, my arm will likely cramp up and feel completely numb and paralyzed, forcing me to drop the glass to the floor.  In each case, the weight of the glass doesn’t change, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it feels to me.”

“Your stresses and worries in life are very much like this glass of water.  Think about them for a while and nothing happens.  Think about them a bit longer and you begin to ache a little.  Think about them all day long, and you will feel completely numb and paralyzed – incapable of doing anything else until you drop them.” 🙂

Drop your worries! and use a smile to help you drop them, cause there’s nothing more easier than to smile to change your world!! 
Also remember the pain you are going through right now, is an important part of molding your mind to be stronger. Smile!! 🙂 trust me its worth it! 🙂

“Life is beautiful only for those who know how to celebrate the pain” ! 🙂 🙂