Busy, Life


Okay! so there’s this major reason that i dont update often: i make my mind to think this-  im busy!! I don’t have time!! ( also why i never complete my projects on time- ha! i always have a doctors appointment when i have to submit things. :3 ) (also why i suck at life!! wow! )
these are somethings that just “make” me busy –

1) People who annoy me– This includes a whole lot of people like people who text me on Facebook or whatsapp asking for the “homework” we have to do, or “assignments” we have to submit! ( like psshh go get a life! ITS SOCIAL MEDIA!) Don’t even dare to bother me with your self centered rants! and people who text trying to make small talk and fail at it!

2) When I am actually doing nothing– i m busy every time when I’m doing absolutely nothing. ( :3 ) like just generally thinking about life or my stupid crushes, what if I was a billionaire? what if I was the president of India? what if I became superwoman for a day!? (i ❤ her!!) what if I die tomorrow? does this guy like me or what? what if I could like rewind in life? why does my life suck? etc. 😀

3) When i m doing “stuff”– like stalking random people whom i hardly know (on Facebook,instagram, etc), cooking (which i don’t do..but hey! im generalizing here! 😛 ) ,reading romance novels (disturb me and I cut your head off),dancing around,bathroom singing, eating (yayyy!! food! ) and several other things.

3) When i am Lazying around the house– i’m just cuddled in my couch watching some random teen flick on Romedy Now. Now don’t bother me. shoo!

4) When im soo buried between school and then coaching classes and i don’t even have time to breathe. *lungs give up due to not being able to breathe*

5) When my parents ask me to do something. 😀 😀 (i know everyone is busy at that time!!! ) 

6) When im acting busy coz I dont want to look stupid in public places. (yeah i am this really busy person you see *smirks* )

When am i not busy then?? When i am studying! I would love you to bother me when im studying. Making sure my mom doesn’t notice me calling, texting ,or hanging out (for long hours).
Anything to divert my mind from studying!! 😀
yayyyy! 😛
keep smiling!! 🙂
P.S – hope u liked my post! 😛 thanks for reading!! keep smiling always!! 🙂


Death, Life, Love


This is a poem i was inspired to write after reading “SING ME TO SLEEP- BY ANGELA MORRISON” Its the most beautiful book i ve ever read!

I trusted you to take me home,
away from the darkness of the night.
The night I love so much more,
and yet I choose to hide.

And you asked me to sing you to sleep,
as the new dawn for you –arises.
You closed your eyes with a flutter,
your chest as motionless as the night,
You left me alone for the ride back home,
no one to kiss me goodnight.
You left me alone to drink that coffee I made-
for you, before you were gone.

You left me alone and now noone,
to sing ‘me’ to sleep tonight.
I need someone to hold me back,
stroke my hair and hold my hand,
so who’ll sing me to sleep now:
now that you are completely gone?

So I’ll take me home and sleep tight
and I’ll sing myself to sleep tonight…
cause that’s where I know you’ll come
to see me slowly close my eyes.

As you hold me closer to your heart,
and you kiss me with all your soul
and then we sing that song together…
We sing us to sleep… forever…
And I learn that love can haunt you forever,
like a beautiful aching song…

– blossomed heart.

 You’re the only one I kiss goodnight.